SoI’mwaitingforthistesttoend그래요.난이테스트가끝나길기다리고있어요.
Sotheselighterdayscansoonbegin그래서더밝은날들이곧시작할수있게말이죠.
I’llbealonebutmaybemorecarefree난혼자겠지만그래도아마더걱정없어질거에요.
Likeakitethatfloatssoeffortlessly마치그다지힘들지않게날수있는연처럼그렇게말이죠.
Iwasafraidtobealone난혼자가된다는걸두려워했었죠.
NowI’mscaredthatshowI’dliketobe지금은내가어떻게될것인가가두려워요.
Allthesefacesnonethesame이모든얼굴들이다지금은전과다르죠.
Howcantherebesomanypersonalities어쩜그렇게다양한성향이있을수있는것인지…
Somanylifelessemptyhands너무도많은생명력없는빈손들…
Somanyheartsingreatdemand너무도많은큰걸요구하는가슴들…
Andnowmysorrowseemssofaraway그런데지금내슬픔은저멀리로날아가버린듯해요.
UntilI’mtakenbytheseboltsofpain내가이큰고통에젖게되기전까진요.
ButIturnthemoffandtuckthemaway하지만나는그것들을잘라버리고멀리날려버렸죠.
tilltheserainydaysthatmakethemstay이런비오는날이그것들을머물게하기전까진요.
AndthenI’llcrysohardtothesesadsongs그리고난이슬픈노래에아주심하게울어버릴거에요.
Andthewordsstillring,onceherenowgone그리고이말들은여전히울리고,한때는여기에지금은가버렸고
Andtheyechothroughmyheadeveryday그리고그것들은매일내머리에서울리고있고
AndIdontthinkthey’llevergoaway그리고난그것들이영원히가버릴거라고생각치않아요.
Justlikethinkingofyourchildhoodhome마치당신의어린시절집을생각하는것처럼
Butwecantgobackwe’reonourown그렇지만우린우리자신으로돌아갈수없는것처럼.
Oh,오~~~
ButI’mabouttogivethisonemoreshot하지만난이것을한번더시도해볼거에요.
Andfinditinmyself그리고내자신안에서그걸찾을거구요.
I’llfinditinmyself내자신안에서그걸찾을거에요.
Sowerespeedingtowardsthattimeofyear그래서바로그때를향해막가보았죠.
Tothedaythatmarksyou’renothere당신이여기에없는걸표시하는그날로
AndIthinkI’llwanttobealone그리고난혼자가되길원할거라고생각하죠.
SopleaseunderstandthatIdontanswerthephone그래서내가전화를받지않더라도제발이해해주세요.
I’lljustsitandstareatmydeepbluewalls난그저앉아서내짙푸른벽을보고있을거에요.
UntilIcanseenothingatall내가아무것도더이상볼수없을때까지…
Onlyparticlessomefastsomeslow그저빠른느린작은미립자만.
AllmyeyescanseeisallIknow내눈이볼수있는거라곤내가알고있는것뿐.
Ohh..오~~~
ButI’mabouttogivethisonemoreshot하지만난이것을한번더시도해볼거에요.
Andfinditinmyself그리고내자신안에서그걸찾을거구요.
I’llfinditinmyself…내자신안에서그걸찾을거에요.
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